还是抵不过现实的压力，终于还是结束了两年半的感情。这段感情，比之前的任何一段都伤，我想是因为我真的很爱你的关系。

给你的话：

Hi Justin,

I actually hope you will see this blog one day but I guess is kinda impossible for you to have this chance since you are a banana.But I pray to God that you will see this one day so that you knew how much I love you all this while.

Baby, thank you for this 2 and half years that you treated me like a princess, makes me felt what happiness is all about. I still remembered the day I came back and went out with you with the heavy rain all along the journey. I think I wouldn't forget the palpitation that I felt when first saw you holding the umbrella and walked towards me,I think I actually developed my PVC during that time.There are so much moments reflects on my minds this few days but it just  can't back to the time we fell for each other anymore.  So sorry that we didn't make it till the end. Perhaps we are just not meant to be, forgive me that I always so childish in this relationship, hoping you know this is because I really trust you a lot, I thought you knew what I need as people's girlfriend, I didn't request much but I think the thing that I wanted is something out of your control. I always lack of sense of secure, so I tense to stick to you, by hugging you and get closer to you, thought that it actually helps to secure our relationship bond but it seem didn't turn out well as what I thought.

I do not know the way of loving people, I thought it should give out all if I really loves you enough. This is the way I used to love all this while. Promise me you will take good care of yourself, I will leave your world now,will always makes you into my prayer, hoping you will doing well and stay happy like before you met me. I hope you will meet someone you love in future and cherish her as much as you can. Hoping she will take care of you better than I do and I wish all the best to you for your entire life. Bye Baby!
                                                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                                          Your Ex,
                                                                                                                                           Angie                                                                                                                                  

                                                                                                                                  
P/S: Tell you something, I will not give up Christianity even you are not by my side. I found my faith finally,now I knew why you must makes me into HIS hand when I first knew you. But I think you will not know about this anymore.I will take care myself, don't worry bout us. =)